Opps..............Mana 1 nie?

Dulu2 time kecik2 kita suma mana penah pikir byk2 kan?
Aku la....plg2 pon
Balik skul kalo xda game or latihan sukan trus terjun sungai...men kejar2 tangkap ikan...
xpon men sembunyi2 dalam utan blakang skul...besnyer.......

Time 2 mana penah pikir time besar nnt nak wat pe....nak sbg blaja k x...nak keje apa...
Xtau la aku kalo korg umur 7 8 taun da pikir hal dunia o negara nie...aku maintain j
Tme bpikir juz time wat math (coz aku gla math) n tme exam...pas2 pedulik apa aku nak bpikir lbh2.....

Masuk skul menengah awal2 dl pon aku xpkr pape till la form 3
Besa la 2...form 3 2 kira penentu jalan idup d masa depan...ceh...
Studi gle2 pya gle la tme 2....
Target nak msk klas sains.

Tup2....dpt gak msk...
Masuk la aku kat klas sains tme form 4
Masalahnya....geng2 sklas aku sengal2 la plak.....n mbuatkan aku xjadi bpikir n mrancang masa depan awal2...
Akibatnya....result hancus siketla.....gara2 kurang bpikir..
Pas2....
Masuk form 5 dgn smgt baru la nieh.....
Sma tawaran sbg blaja diisi dgn pnh konfiden...
Studi pon gle2 blk la.......
Plg gle...buku rujukan bio 2 da spi thp nak dtelan cz nak hafal suma fakta2 dlmnya...
Stat dr 2 la minda ini terbuka tuk bpikir sal hal negara....ceh.negara kunun...masa depan bah...

Stat la pkr sal nak msk matriks k amik dploma.....
Pas2 nak sbg mana lg?
Pas pnt bfkr (sbnrnya parents aku yg tlg fkrkan)
Aku msk la matriks n pas2 msk plak UMS.....
Tp kene fkr lg kos mana nak msk.......ughh....

Tme 1 thn kat matriks n 3 thn kat UMS nie la aku stat bahagi otak aku kat 2 choice.....
Tiap2 ari kene wat pilihan..
Klo plh yg 1,yg 1 lg tlepas....n sbaliknya la
Penat dowh....
Susah kan klo kita tpaksa wat pilihan...
Contohnya,even nak bl wafel pon kene pikir...klo aku bl wafel,aku xleh nak bl aiskrim cz tlalu byk snack 4 a day...(sbnrnya blasah gak bl dua2)

Akhirnya abis gak blaja aku n kengkawan aku nie...nak djadikan citer la
Tp citer blom abis lg
Skang nieh kene pikir hal len plak

Ha...nie la benda yg mengusutkan pikiran aku skang nie.....tp xla skusut kawan aku yg len cz ati aku da mula bisik2 ckp xmau keje kerajaan.......hehehe

So,pd mana2 kengkawan aku yg mengalami bende yg sama skang......klo btl korg xdpt nak wat plhn...sila jumpa o kal aku d talian....014-0000000...hehehhe.untuk nasihat n pandangan.
Caj murah akan dkenekan coz ikut harga kawan2 pya.....

Windunyer..............

Its been 2 weeks since I first come 2 STIDC....(with 2 sengal people...Ross n Wan.3)
n I think its been almost 1 month since I last blogging....
No access to internet....lies....no time....lies.....no mood...maybe...

Wan 2 share a bit la bout our 1st day here...
A bit shy (ceh...mcm budak baik plak)
A bit uncomfortable coz d environment is totally diff from school's life....

Nervous(100%) + Blur(100%) + Boring(100%) + Tired(50%)= Uncomfortable(200%) + Complaining(150%)

All three of us is sent to d same bahagian (Pembangunan Sumber) but into diff section n unit.
D 1st week,all we ever did was taking pictures n keep on digesting information provided by our bossess.

I think this is d 1st time tat I ever read n have 2 digest a lot of information in 1 day...quarter of it, d same thing we learnt in SPTA n the other are all new to us....

MIGRAINE.......

2ND week....
D pressure starts...........

Stacks of files........
Lines of numbers.......
A lot of dust..........

Hachoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My BRAIN is not functioning soooo well rite now

Above all...
95% of the staff here are all friendly....n really helpful
D remaining 5%,human's nature....being cocky n act big if they are in higher place than others...

D funny thing is....here,we are recognized by our Sabahan slanga...
Boleh bha kalo ko........................

How I miss Sabah n geng2 SPTA

2 Ross n Wan.3:Bertahan....Bertahan....Bertahan