Another Long Journey Comes 2 an End 2

Another page of my story....

After d intro 2 SPTA, my life changed slowly...

Starting 4m my circle of friends,

I think I've made quite a big circle of friend
I've managed 2 widen my world by knowing a lot of people...including their various characteristic,personality n etc....
I've got 2 know who my real friends are,just so2 friends n most of all I've managed 2 c how some people pretend 2 b ur friend but at d end,just a black n stray fox,waiting 4 d rite time 2 catch n bite u 2 pieces...
Thanks 2 all...I've managed 2 experienced all tiz precious n memorable moments..

4
D moments we shared,
D laugh,tears,sweats,fight,quarrel n many more...n even d food n drinks we shared
Through all tiz time...

TQ...

Without all of u,I don't think I can go through all these 3 years all alone...
Without all of u,I don't think I can walk through this path all alone...

A litre of tears can't explain how I feel rite now...

Above all...

All of these will stay deep in my heart n will b kept well as long as I breath

of coz I can't promise tat I still can remember it all if I happen 2 lost my memory but who knows, only God knows what He plans 4 us....

4 my bestest friends:Rose,Afen,Ika,Along,Pat2,Wong,Kahoc,Wen Hong,Clen,Maslizah n Ming Rei...TQ 4 being my best of best friends n 4 being there 4 me when I need o don't need u.hehehe

4 my fellow knights of armor in SPTA:Azira,Syaz,Dayang,Wan,Ilya,Liyana,Wei2,San2 n many3 more,huh...so many la...TQ 4 helping me 2 create a big n beautiful picture of my life in SPTA

4 my lecturers esp:Pn. Hardawati n Miss Maria n all others...TQ 4 being a guidance,a teacher n a leader 2 me....

4 d FOX:TQ cz u've made me experience d bitter n tasteful of life as a person

These are some of our precious moments....

*Credits 2 all d photographers 4 these photos


There's still a long journey awaits in front of us n who knows,by times we will meet n have a good chat in d future..............

Another long journey comes 2 an END...

Its been 3 years since I 1st entered UMS...
It feels like its just been yesterday when I reached UMS at night,taking a long n tired journey all over 4m Kuching 2 KK...
Dragging 2 big bags with me...
All d way up 2 my temporary room at Kg A...
Went through MSM...(A lonely n tiring week)
Been introduced 2 SPTA lecturers n seniors...

Oya,my 1st ever friends in SPTA r' Rosenani (been friend since Form 4),

Shea Chan Loong (whom I called Along cz at 1st I couldn't catch his name properly)

n Leong Siew Fang@Fang2 (still remember her broken BM).(d girl in dark blue shirt)

Used 2 walk all over 4m DKP 2 SPTA cz they hav 2 meet their P.A.(Dr. John)


But...
D real journey started when I went 4 d first field trip with all of d 1st year students 2 Taman Pertanian Sabah, Tenom...(can't find d pictures cz 2 many pictures taken all these years)
That was d first step 4 us 2 mingle around other than doing d field work...
Been in a group mixed with chinese n indian girls n guys
(D concept of 1Malaysia haven't been introduced at tat time but in SPTA U can c it)
Can mixed well with all of them was 1 of d bonus living in UMS as SPTA student

I am not a person 2 mingle around n b friendly at a short time...
I rather sit n talk only when I was asked cz I don't want people 2 hav bad 1st impression bout me...
Other reasons: I tend 2 b too comfortable 2 speak when I feel that, that person is interesting 2 talk 2...

Our journey continued with Family Camp....
held by SPTA staffs n seniors 4 d juniors
When I 1st heard bout it, I feel really bad...
I hate d concept where seniors r' given chance 2 torture n bully their juniors...
But...
Now I know d meaning behind this
Family Camp is not just 2 bully n torture juniors just like what I used 2 think of
It was a way 2 get 2 know your seniors,SPTA staffs n d real meaning of Forestry
It is an introduction 2 all juniors 2 get ready n open their hearts toward Forestry
It was fun actually...
U hav d chance 2 know ur fellow friends,seniors,
U can experience d life in d forest,
U can learn how 2 survive in d forest,
U can learn how 2 respect people,etc

1 thing I really can't 4get bout our Family Camp...
D nite when all of us was forced 2 get in2 d river at 2-3am in d morning (It was said tat 'Kena Rendam' is d tradition in SPTA) 4 about 5-10 minutes while singing our hearts loud
B4 tat all of us was seated on d wet n cold ground...
Where all of d facilitators yelled at us without reasons...(Still their yelling voice can't fight our sleepiness,most of us got yelled at cz we fall asleep while waiting 4 d highlight of d night)
It was really5 a mind n body torture 2 all of us
Tat was d 1st time I ever cried because I can't feel anything anymore
It was like all ur tiredness,sleepiness n all d 'ness' gone
Juz d feelings of hatred towards seniors reach their maximum level
I almost died of cold after that...cz I really can't stand being cold

N'

1 person I can't get out of my hatred towards him...
A senior called Jack...
He had been so sarcastic 2 me cz I didn't get massaged at my neck 4m d back by d person sitting at my back (coincidentally it was Rose) as requested
'Kamu,kenapa kamu xmau kena urut?Geli ka?Kalo geli mari sini saya tolong urutkan!'
Yo...I really can't get a massaged esp at my neck area cz it will end up swelling!
4m tat moment,I really can't face him cz everytime I c him,I feel like punching him at his neck
Watcha...

Above all...tat was my 1st interesting n long journey in these 3 years

2 b continued...

wat to do?

It's been quite some time since I last blogging
Sooooo buzy with everything
with a lot going on around me, I can really feel my head working like a machine
Arggghhhhhhhh...........
Almost everyday I got headache ;(
plus less sleep ^^
plus lot of thinking **
about yesterday...2day and...2morrow

Wat have I done with my life for the past 21 years? @@
Wat am I doing rite now? ##
Wat will I do in the future? $$

There's always ????? appearing in my head

Wat to do??
Wat can I do??
Wat will I do??

Wish life can b a bit easier so I can live my life peacefully
BUT
Wat is life without problem, rite?
NO FUN man...

The picture hanging beside here is a picture of my fellow frenzy happy faces, after a lot of thorn and tear, joy and laugh, hoping to graduate tiz year....
Goodddddd Luckkkkkkkkkkkk 2 all of us!!!!!!!!!!!